Have you ever had a chance to sit back and reflect on life and thought UGH....? What am I doing? It is not that I am unhappy with my life or what I have accomplished, its more of not having everything I want in my life in place that will make me happy. The hard part is a lot of these things I have no control over, which is hard for me to accept. I want to find the right one, settle down and get married. I know I have no control over when this will happen, but I am very ready for it. I refuse to accept someone who does not possess the characteristics I am looking for and want long term. Maybe I need to.?
Sometimes my frustration lies with bodybuilding. I know my goal but sometimes I think I don't have the genetics to accomplish it. I know you will say don't give up on your dream, but maybe the dream is far beyond my reach and should be re-evaluated. I spend all day eating, lifting, cardio, etc... and I sacrifice a lot for it, and I wonder if maybe I am doing it for no reason at all.
Sometimes I know I must do what I love but maybe I can love it without being IN LOVE with it......
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